Energy. #drake
"IF YOU CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT, DON'T STOP WORKING FOR IT."
I still can't stress enough how thankful i am to be able to experience life as a student again. I feel like that part of me has been missing quite a bit - mainly being in an environment where you are basically soaked in inspiration and motivation. The class I have been taking so far has been intriguing. It's something that I have never really been exposed to before. The best thing is, I'm only on my second session of class, and I already felt like I have learned an immense amount.
It really did take me a while to rediscover the joys of life or lack thereof the joys of life. I've slowly (but surely) begun to really appreciate the small things in life. I still have a long way to go but focusing my energy and time on the tasks that I love seems to be really important. It sounds easy but it's harder to execute. My current luck with work experience is rather punishing in terms of being unfulfilling and unrewarding. But the good thing is that at least I am simultaneously submerged in an environment that rousing and stimulating.
At times I feel very bipolar. Bipolar because I feel like I am putting out two different facets - at work and outside of work. Every once in a while, a ton of people would comment on how stoic I am. I'm not denying the fact that I might be stoic. But I'd rather admit to being introverted. I don't express a hell lot of feelings not because I don't have feelings. I'm conservatively confrontational and rationally honest (if those make sense). Conserve and rational because I don't merely comment on something for the sake of doing so. I analyse and observe the context and listen to opinions and absorb reasons before I voice myself.
I feel like I ramble a bunch and since I have yet another long day at work tomorrow I might need some shuteye. Until next time.